Decisions

Decisions are those things that we all face on a daily basis. Some decisions are easy while some are pretty hard. I have made several big decisions in the past few weeks that will have affect my life. One of those decisions occurred today. I have put in my two weeks notice at the job I started just three weeks ago for a new position that was offered to me. It was not really that easy of a decision to make even though the other job pays more and has better benefits. I will essentially be leaving the people I'm working for in a very tough position, but one has to do what best for oneself (most of the time).

I've decided that while this new job will pay more it's not what I want to do. I want to be an embryologist and thus will continue to pursue a career in that direction, even if it means relocating without my wife.

I've also decided that I'm not going to let certain things bother me. Not so much that they shouldn't, but I've just decided to be ambivalent toward them for the time being till other things are back on track.

I still have one large decision that I'm still muddling inside of my head. I tend to think about it daily and while I can't seem to make a definitive answer, mainly due to other factors that can/will affect my answer, I find myself leaning in a certain direction. Oddly, it's not the direction that I would have pictured myself leaning towards, but once again one has to do what best for oneself.