Well I'm here at home. It's a quarter till midnight and I'm still up. I'm talking to a few friends online and just enjoying myself since I'm home. Home right now is my place where I can go to get away from my troubles. A place where I feel welcome.
It was long ass drive to get here though. As soon as I got off of work I hit the road. E was with me since we would've been going the same way and there's no since in wasting the gas. I probably should've let her drive some since I had been up all night. Heck, I don't even have a good reason for not letting her other than I prefer to drive. So after about 24 hours I dropped her off at her sisters. While it was probably a good idea for me to stay there for an hour or so to get a quick power nap before I drove the remaining 1.5 hours to my house I just couldn't. To awkward. Especially since I was practically begged to stay for awhile since they missed me. It's hard to be around people who are no longer a part of my family when they still see me as such. I'm gonna miss them.
This will likely be the last time E and I make the trip to Missouri together. Oh well, there's already a lot of things we no longer do together and I might as well get used to that. I know she still wants to be friends and hang out but I just don't see how she thinks that's going to happen. How can I be just friends with someone who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with?
Anyway, enough dwelling about that. It's good to be home. To bad it's not going to last longer.
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