It's been along time since I felt this upbeat. What's changed? Not the things I'd like to see change necessarily, but I'm finding that while not having made many friends here in Memphis the two years I've been here, it's not that hard to do so. I'm actually beginning to build myself a nice comfy circle of friends. Who knows how long I'll actually get to know these people since I am still looking for another Embryologist job that will take me out of this city. Oh well, live in the moment right?
Another reason that I'm upbeat is that I'm heading home in about 5-6 hours. I miss my family and am greatly looking forward to being with them over the holidays. It's nice to be around those who love you as you love them.
Finally, I'm upbeat because I'm starting to accept the inevitable. I had somewhat of a realization that what once was will likely never go back to being that way. While this is sad in itself, realizing what is truly lost to me and accepting it allows me to begin to move on. I no longer have to fret and feel depressed because i can't change the thing I wish I could change the most. Kind of odd how something as depressing as that sounds can actually cause me to be upbeat. I'm odd I know.
Well time to go see if there's another sample for me to do so I can make this night go by faster and head home that much sooner.
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