Wow!!! Didn't think I'd find someone who has as much in common with me as quickly as I did. Talked to her online for the entire night Wednesday then after I got off work Thursday morning talked to her for another four hours over the phone. I've talked to her tons in the last three days and I can't wait to meet her. I'm giddy, nervous and scared all at the same time.
I'm giddy because of the possibility this may hold, that and she's just fun to talk to. She's sweet and sends me little text messages telling to have a good day. I haven't had someone do that in a long time. It brings a smile to my face every time.
I'm nervous because we actually haven't met yet. What if she doesn't like me or I'm stupid and find some small detail and sabotage the whole thing. I don't really think any of that will happen but still it makes me nervous.
I'm scared because I'm trying to keep myself from jumping headlong into something that, while has the potential to be something, if I move to fast I'm gonna get hurt again.
In the end I know I shouldn't worry about any of it. I should just let things be as they'll be and just go along for the ride.
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Oh, exciting! I hope you have a great time. Just let me know if you need a letter of recommendation. ;)
Hey, how goes?
I hope everything is working out for you. Some of your blog makes me sad. :(
I try not to think about it. But, still and still, Happy New Year!
Just remember to look before you leap headfirst into another relationship.
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